28 mai 2009
i became, kind of, fanatic of all theese stuff..
i'm kind of angry when i think of what was said, i'm kind of happy when i see pictures.. i feel like i am missing stuff when i know i'm not there.. what the hell am i doing here? am I a creep as it was sung? No, i'm just not ready.. my mind is there, but i'm still here, and i'll move away, not where i am supposed to move, in some times.. But i'll end up there, one day or another..
My fanatism made me wonder.. was he feeling this way all this time? so how comes he "changed his mind" this easily? he found love, Ok, but, would it really make him walk away from his biggest dream? I mean.. i don't think i'll act this way.. not even for him.. what the hell? when you feel like suffocating, love is just not enough. I think he's making a big mistake, and he knows it, he's just afraid of being one of this materialistic people that didn't push love at the first place.. he's scared.. poor little boy.. always scared..
here's some links..
http://newyorkdailyphoto.blogspot.com/
htto://toxicpop.com
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